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mthldrnbld
BMI. Neat. I was worried about that but it's fine. Funky.

In case anybody's reading this and is like, "Oh, she never blogs!" It's because most of the entries are Friends Only filtered. So...Yeah, if you're reading this from a Wordpress or something blog, you'd have to create an account to be able to read my stuff. S'all good.

Um...What's new? Well, my fringe is sucking as much as usual. Sucks. I've been using my FIMO clay and it turns out it's okaaaay quality. Could be better though |:

I need to finish my self-portrait. And I need to get on with my English coursework. I'm not planning to go to Yorkshire this week.

I need to talk to someone out of the house.

at the end of the line it all seems worse.
mthldrnbld
i guess that i played my hand well
but one way tickets can’t let you return
and it’s funny how you’re always wrong when you’re right so
put your hands together i want you to fight
and let me see what’s behind the mask
these shock nightmares, they will not last.

at the end of the line, it all seems worse;
it's not till you fall that you know it hurts
and everything that you ever bargained for
just seems to sail right out the door
is this the end of the line?
is this the end of the line?

i guess that's how it all starts off
take in all in your stride
and these words, they belong to you
they fight, they hurt for you
and it's just a lonely rhyme
for a naive heart and you're
tripping backwards trying to start
again. it's no good. we're lost.

at the end of the line, it all seems worse;
it's not till you fall that you know it hurts
and everything that you ever bargained for
just seems to sail right out the door
is this the end of the line?
is this the end of the line?

and i'm tired of cliches
i'm sick of lovesongs
unrequited, it's all the same
you never know when you're going to fall
and it never seems to hurt the same
till the end of the line.

at the end of the line, it all seems worse;
it's not till you fall that you know it hurts
and everything that you ever bargained for
just seems to sail right out the door
is this the end of the line?
because i'm falling
but i want to fly.

i'm missing you like candy.
mthldrnbld
Um...
I'm going away to Yorkshire for the week. I don't want to. I...
I think if I go away, things are never going to get fixed.
And I won't be able to
well.
you have to be a friend to see my other posts to understand what I'm going on about.
It scares me.
I'm getting a load of music now while I still can. I can cope without talking to people. It's just...I hate feeling alone. And I hate not being able to listen to new music. I update my iPod every day with new stuff.
Basically, I'm screwed.
I wish I had a choice in all of this. I wish things weren't so
I'm fifteen fucking years old. That's old enough to stay with my 19 year old brother in the house for a week.
...Laaaame.